Thursday, January 04, 2007

the bat country solo is hard to play. i figured that out this afternoon, after spending about 20 minutes trying to figure it out, much less play it. went to school yesterday. i guess it was okay. i didn't see everyone from 2peace. i saw some, like terence, who looks.. different wearing long pants. i keep trying to imagine him with saggy jeans, a football jersey, bandana and a yankee fitted hat. i saw joel, that motherfucking prick. i guess i can call him that, since nobody knows who i am.

there's a lot of things for me to bitch about these days. like the democrats making moves on the white house. you know what happens when democrats get into office. gay marriage, pro-choice abortion policies, STRICTER GUN LAWS, OR, GOD FORBID, A BAN ON GUNS. like annoying people in my class who think my accent's hilarious. it'll be funny to see them in america, where everyone'll laugh their asses off at them when they talk. but then, there's reason for me to be happy too.

do you ever feel like you're possessed? not like, the excorcist kind of possesed. i mean like, there's something in you that tells you to do bad shit. sometimes, i think i'm going crazy. the world feels surreal sometimes. but that's just me, maybe i really am metally fucked.

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