Wednesday, January 17, 2007

ever wonder what singapore would be like with guns?

not even real guns, airsoft guns. i'd feel a lot more free. there'd be airsoft skirmishing leagues, plenty of wicked fun. i'd be able to do a drive-by with 5 guys and unload a hundred bb's on someone i don't like, and i wouldn't go to jail because there's no way to track bb's that i know of.

if they were real guns, so much the better. a 9 in your knee will cause excruciating pain without necessarily killing you. a 9 in BOTH knees doubles the effect. a 9 in the gut might hurt more, but you'll die faster. by the way, a 9 is a 9mm bullet. you could kill a person slowly, in a world of pain, by slowly shooting his extremities. one of the violent fantasies i have sometimes. i sometimes wonder about whether thinking about this all the time is healthy for my mental and spiritual health.

oh well, i'm just pissed. there's times when you wanna pound on someone, or manipulate then hannibal lecter-style to cut their face off, feed it to some dogs, and then cut their own nose off and eat it themselves. these fantasies rarely come true, unfortunately. however, just thinking about it makes me feel better a little. so that's good.

i've exceeded my free sms'es for this month by about 360. that's like, 20 dollars of extra bills to pay. my mom won't budge to get me a student plan. i think maybe i could get it myself.

and my mom just got a new kind of shampoo for me, the kind my friends had at their place in irvine. ah, the memories.

i ain't happy, i'm feeling glad; i got sunshine, in a bag...

5:30 PM N