Thursday, March 01, 2007

been addicted to slipknot lately. actually, a lot of other dark things, like hannibal. just saw the movie, it was awesome. gruesome, but awesome. like the surreal part where mason verger tells starling how he got the way he is; hannibal made a house call, and mason came to get him in some erotic leather outfit. he showed hannibal how noose, the thing that makes you feel like you're hanging yourself. he got on the thing and started jerking off, then hannibal gave him some water (drugs, actually), and politely suggested that he cut off his face with a piece of glass he'd picked up on the ground after mason kicked the mirror over in ecstasy. mason, under the influence of drugs, complied, laughing maniacally. that was soo disturbing. but hannibal was a very good movie.

my guitar class starts day after tomorrow. hope there's hot girls in my class.

do you ever get the feeling that everything's falling down around you? it's a false feeling, of course, but i still hate it. i hate it when i fuck up. i especially hate it when i fuck up at multiple things that can't easily be fixed at the same time.

8:05 PM N