Saturday, March 17, 2007

school's starting soon. sigh. i love holidays, but the thought of having to go to school again sours it all. not that my holidays have been particularly eventful. pretty boring, as a matter of fact, and i spent the last 2 and a half days being sick.

i hate regulations. i understand regulations for the good of the community, like don't steal, don't rape, etc. some, however, elude me. like wearing uniforms, or needing to have a specific haircut. it makes everything look dystopian. uniforms i can take. at least we don't have to wear green or baby blue uniforms to school. but i hate hair checks.

oh well, back to school on monday. i haven't studied at all, which i heartily regret now. procrastination really IS bad for you. sec 3 schoolwork is hard to cope with. it's not really the volume of homework, it's something else i can't quite place. they say sec 1 education lays the foundation for sec 2, which lays the foundation for sec 3 and 4, which is the o levels course. so i could slack around in sec 1 and 2, but now i have to know everything perfectly. how well i do at o levels could determine what job i'll have in the future, etc. etc. unless of course, i get a band and we record single after single and have quituple-platinum-selling records, but there's no chance of that, too bad.

i've been thinking about my future a lot, and those thoughts have not been pleasant. in order to maintain a more positive outlook on life, i suppose i will take things one step at a time.

and i feel like changing my blogskin. to something darker, more contrasting. something GOTH.

9:15 PM N