Sunday, April 01, 2007

i wonder if it's possible to have a bad day the moment you wake up. like i did, when i got up today. i suddenly felt annoyed at everything. church didn't really help. now i'm still pissed off at everything. we drove home without getting food, RIGHT PAST the fucking mcdonald's. now i'm at home and i realize there's no food, and i have to walk over AGAIN. fuck. and my mom tried to give me trouble again about internet use. (you can only take the modem when daddy comes back!) okay. she walks out the door, i wait for 2 minutes, then i'm off to her room to get that fucking modem.

i downloaded the good charlotte album. i feel so bad. not. it's more pop than the other ones. i guess his voice will get annoying after a while, but for now i'm not pissed off enough to get annoyed by his stupid voice.

now i'm mad at bittorrent for downloading so slow. i'm mad at the stupid, selfish people who have already downloaded the file i'm trying to download but like good americans, are stubbornly refusing to seed. fuck 'em. my stomach's pissed off at me sitting here blogging while i should be getting mcdonald's.

i was supposed to train at safra today. neither am i in the mood or do i have time to train today (i'm going jamming later). and that coach chang or however the hell you spell her name still refuses to bring/sell me that right hand glove, dammit. i feel guilty for not training enough. i have 2 competitions on 2 consecutive days week after next. billy's voice is starting to annoy me.

my fingers are getting slower. either that or my picking has gotten slower. either way, something's wrong with my playing now. i'm still a long way from earning the right to get a schecter c-1 with floyd rose. then again, i dont have the fucking money either.

school sucks. school rocks when teachers take sick days. God, please help most of the teachers to be sick tomorrow. please help me not to be mean to them, for they are thine chosen ones. and please help that t** e* m*** not to be so ****-**. gotta be careful about what you blog about these days. never know what kind of snitches are reading.

pickboy picks are nicer than dunlop picks, in my experience so far. the carbon nylon one feels bulletproof. plus the marijuana leaf looks cool on it.

fuck, bittorrent is still not working. screw all them selfish un-seeders.

i'm off to get mcdonald's. have a nice day.



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