Wednesday, May 09, 2007

well.. exams are over and i'm going to type the rest of this whole post without periods i should be happy but i'm not because i totally fucked my A math test and my mom will bitch and mr tan will scream and i'll feel like shit because i hate failing math so now i guess it's God's way of telling me to wake up thanks a lot God there were a million other ways but you had to choose this way well i just hope i pass like the last 2 minutes i was praying nonstop that i'd pass but since this is God's way of telling me to wake the hell up he'll probably not let me pass and that sucks because like i said my mom will bitch and scream and give me 2 hour long talks about my messed up future and she'll make my house like a prison she'll lock me in my room to study every day and take my phone and take the modem off so i can't use the internet hell she'll even take the power cable off my computer and take my psp and if she's in a bad mood she'll probably take my guitar too what the heck that's just barbaric this is one of the times that marilyn manson appeals to you because everything else is messed up and marilyn manson's sarcastic demonic voice seems to release all your negative emotions and make you feel happier but i guess norma jean is better because it just blows all the sadness out my ass now it's raining i love the rain especially when the last 2 days and this morning were so freaking hot i hope the temperature drops so much i regret praying for it to drop i really do this is like the longest sentence i've ever written

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